The Eighth project : Lonely boys

Just came back from Inti at Nilai..Met huaikang and had fun with zhiyi.. Thanks a lot to zhiyi and her boyfriend .. I love Fifi the cutie..and i know she love me... I will hug you nex time when u stop peeing everytime i touched you can :) and i spotted you came to my room when i was sleeping lor..haha... You're so cute :)

Haha... about 6.40pm Magan, Siying, Chengsoon and Desmond spontaneously decided to go Genting Highlands...Haha~ In about 40 minutes, they departed...

Too bad I still have my psychology essay and interlearn+Brain test..TOtal Marks = 37.5% due on Wednesday and Friday~ I can't go with them >< Chengsoon sorry ar. haha.. I know u wish more ppl can go rite ? =) And I know I am so important that all of u will NOT Be ABLE to ENJOY TAT MUCH without ME around!!Haha~

So, tonite just me and Terence... Staying in casa...Haha, had a SUCKS dinner at mamak downstairs and ya...We'd been doin our own works for the night...

Well, actually I fell asleep at 11pm ++ thn woke up at 1am++ ... Keep doing my interlearn...answering those sensitive questionnaire till 3am ...

Everything that i did tonite just like wat i did in JB last time, staying at home and hiding upstair, never came down and just facing my laptop....

When the time reached 3am, u called... and we chatted about 20 minutes, u slept and i went back to my assignments or dramas...

Tonite, same thing happened again although there's Terence here...Haha, but we seemed didn't interact a lot =S

It was a lonely night, but yea...I've my own things to do...so...I did not have time to emo...

There's one thing that I am very curious about.. Does Terence feel lonely? For me, I always think that he's a extremely insensitive guy to feel emo or nostalgia. haha~

Do you guys always reminisce about those happy memories in your past? I do, especially during such a peaceful night... I really really miss you ...


To the one:
One more time I wanna tell you, I will continue believing in you... I know u can be a better person, you are given chances to change..
I know you need someone to trust you, here and now i m telling you...I never doubted you before...

The Seventh Project: I do believe it now

I m so touched..
I do believe the day will arrive....

I should keep reminding myself of my purpose of studying psychology...
I do need to help myself before I can help anyone else...
I m waiting...
And I will keep on waiting...

For the day ... When we trust thy love... =)

The Sixth Project: : Let it go...

I m trying...

I've decided to face it...
I can do it...Aaron, please let it go...


Let the past be the past...
That's the only way u can live better....


I felt so relieved...
Although i hate it, i still have to live with it...

Life goes on~

I must love myself...before everyone does...


ps: I'm happy with my improvement... =)

The Fifth Project: : A little about affection

Today is a good day...I've received my assignments back... i scored Distinction for all three assignments. Well, i should be contented... Firstly, without Desmond's help, I dun think i can do that well in Business Law... I want my 0.5 mark pleasseee... I can only blame myself for forgetting to write my word count down...

To be frankly, I felt quite disappointed with my management assignment... I was hoping for a HD, I thought i did quite well...But yeah...><
Only got Distinction...Desmond was right...Assignment 2 and Final exam are much more important!!!
Orh... He's transferring to Australia nex sem..T_T...We gonna miss him..Em.. I should say we gonna miss his help.... HAHAHA

Well....Assignments ARE COMING AGAIN~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!
I must do better this time... Ha ha, the psychology interlearn tis time is cute... we have to do an experiment about learning behaviour through a program.. In the program, there's a rat placed in a puzzle box..and try to train the rat's behaviour by giving it food as reinforcement... It was actually boring at the beginning until Rave taught me how to do it... He suggested me that I should just make my own assumption and do some readings to complete the interlearn.. Haha... According to him, it will take hours to train that stupid rat....So... Ya...I think should give up playing with 'Sniffy the idiot rat' ~ Again, thanks RAVE sooo much for his great help too.... U r my best roommate ever~!!!! (Terence, please skip this part if u are viewing my blog.. XD)

And Rave's Chinchillas are soooo cute... For people who dunno about this pet, go google it~! U gonna agree with me~



Well, I think I have no one in my heart currently.. You were right, I should search for my love slowly...What's the point to rush myself falling in love...

I have to say sorry to you, I dun really mean to scare u..haha~ Just be friend for now la k? :)
I've promised to work harder with you =P Erm...Thank you for being my motivation...

Contradictingly, I seriously need affection in my life.... There are two people...so happy together... Just like a fairy tale... I'm really envy jealous....I... also want same thing happen on me..can I?




Okay..I wanna go to rest now... I'm so worn out... goodbye everyone...wish you all find ur happiness soon... :)