Exam mode

Time flies... Exams are coming...I dislike second semester.. always kind of hard breathing...

No more time to WET.. No more time for stupid stuff.. No more time for other commitments.. should really really concentrate on.. REVISION!!

There's a lot of things changed... People around you changed.. The environment changed.. You changed.. and I changed.. Maybe i really need an adapter.. to adapt to the fast changing people and events around me...

STOP!!!!!!!

can I just pause the time and get the remote control... I wanna have a full control of my life!!!

Finally changed my handphone... and finally.. Had pictures!!!!! :) Mum...when only i can get my USB port from you... I hate bluetooth... when there's 600 pictures need to transfer...

Well, it's time for me to sleep.. and ya i know it has been so long that i never updated my blog..
Goodnites darlingsss!

I will work hard, I really will... I wish I could have a break.. but I could not.. I know i will never achieve anything and get what i want unless i try harder... and that is the only way... Since I've so much to catch up..

And thanks for anyone who gave me advice and wise words... I really really appreciated it.. I will definitely succeed and prove it to me and you one day..

Enjoy the Hectic

Busy life..Live hectic! 3-5 meetings in a week...2 assignments due same day.. Uni life to me is more n more happening now...But too bad I failed in changing my new routine lifestyle.It still seems so not achievable for me to sleep before 12am and wake up at 7am in the morning. This is so not me please. M not lying! If you want evidence come B-11-12 pangsapuri casa subang now and u will see one guy wearing old green shirt typing blog with his Little V at the dining area.

In high demand for new handphone. Need pictures to make my blog even more lively!

Finally I tried making poster with Adobe Photoshop CS3. It is fxxking hard, sorry I really need to swear to show my emotion. OK i really do not think my poster can be submitted as assignment if I were studying in The One. Still like my own idea. I need some encouragement. I do have brain. Hopefully one day can be a photoshop master? well, think it's cool.

Kick Streamyx ass for wasting my half an hour kept restarting modem, plugging n unplugging the telephone lines.. Zzz.. Malaysia BOLEH!

Watched The Orphan last week and The Murderer today..Gross to the max..And, ya I hate Kids now.. Check the age of your children k if you plan to adopt one! Sorry for being a spoiler..Blekk!

The supper at Damansara made my day. I think I'm have sharp eyes, good taste. Found the W.O.R.S.T meatballs ever! By the way, truly hope Ray and Sying can eat properly. I find the meatballs juicy, but my shirt doesnt like it. Bow to YP for lending your car. Must give you a big treat one day.

Walao Omg Really Super Tasty!!!

Love my friends and all...

Time to bed. Goodnight. Oh gosh! 4.33am and still plan to wake up at 7.30am. If I say can make it, I m lying.

Life's hard!!

I started meeting new people..
I started getting involved with different stuff..
I started eating different food..
I started facing people with new attitude..

Life is still so good without old ones...

It's gonna be so hard to start...
I will wait...
I think it will take long...
but smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :):)
Time passes really fast...
I am not worrying..


Hmm... I have been viewing pages about handphones ...comparing prices and spec...
Still haven come to a conclusion yet...
Hate decision making process....>_< when i come to a conclusion... still need to get approval from mum...

Well, I am not a mummy boy... I just respect her a lot :)

I miss my mummy...so long never sees her d....Dunno how my jb frens now... got miss me anot? =S

I dunno what the hell is going on that I keep feeling tired and hungry these few days...
Maybe it's time for me to become a fatso..hahaha... Well, I have been really living as a pig these 3 days... Owwwwwww .. Don't judge me please.. I can see you!

Blekkkkkkkkkk~~
I miss you again... Just see you few hours ago...

Life just ain't that simple... there's always strings attached to every single person and event that revolves around you..

The 17th Project : Deceased

Little A died ..

[When you're gone]

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

For you~

The 16th Project : Cut

Things just never last until my birthday...

The 15th Project : Grown up

My 19th is coming...
I kept wondering recently how much more problems or unpredictable events will I encounter with in the age of eighteen?

Well, my 18th is my most memorable age in my lifetime now.. A lot of incidents happened in this year and changed every single part of me..

Little A seems no longer existing.. But should I grin and congratulate myself with a "Yes! Little A is gone!~ WOohooo!! " Or it actually isn't something worth to feel fortunate at all....

I found that I have a lot of things have to get used to... Maybe I don't really get over it yet.. I will keep on trying... Maybe I should really close an eye when I see things that will piss me off... I shouldn't get mad or feel irritated... to things that I should not care anymore...Although I know it gonna be hard..

Things happened in these few days are just too mind-blowing. Like dream become reality...which I haven't believed it ~ Pinch me in the face please!

I like the feeling when u looked into my eyes and gave me the dazzling smile... aaaaaaaaargghh... I'm dead.. It's so breathtaking ~~~~~~~~~~~




To L.S
Congratulations to Abby, Hui ni, Zhi Ting and Yuzhen. Good Job and really wish you all da best..

Looking forward to you to find me in holiday :) I'm prepared to buy u thing~!!!!! So...Wanna come or not... Ur choice~

the 14th project : Fate..

Unexpected things sometimes do happen the most~

I hope I won't mess things up ... :) Good Luck...

Good Job Aaron... I admire your courage ..

My resolution... 3-4HDs.. and my happiness... Hopefully it will go well..


For someone who is being neurotic... Don't fxxking think others are weird or disgusting ... I never did anything that involved you can...I do not even know you~ Ppl who messed up my reputation , will receive your retribution one day as well...

God know the truth...

The 13rd Project: My Holiday!!

WoooooooT, here a little summary of my holiday!~


Thursday, supposed to go movie with JX for Drag me to hell..

I heard that it is effing nice... Funny + Horror.. I never watched tis kind of combination before... Moreover, it's so hard to find 'kaki' to watch horror movie with you.... When i asked them :" eh, watch Drag me to hell with me leh...!!!" Their replies were: " Eww... I prefer watching Ice Age 3 lor.. What's the point go in cinema and to get urself frightened..."

LOSER lor seriously :P





However, due to the stupid wrong internet information... We end up watching Ice Age 3 instead... It was funny... I burst into laugh for several parts, the most impressive should be the part where they sucked in the "Toxic gas" and kept laughing non-stop...Haha.. And if they did not stop laughing..they might die... LOLS...the skulls of the dinosaurs were with smiley face!!! XD

In the cinema, I laughed a lot this time, not because of the content of the movie... Just tat, the girls beside me and JX laughed like insane~~~ Additionally, JX's reaction is like 5 seconds slower than others... ( that should be able to explain what made me laugh =_=)


Friday and Saturday, I went back to foon yew high school to support Blue Team Cheerleading !! :) ~ (Blue Baby - Babblu) ...

Ya, as I mentioned in last post.. I was one of the members in Blue Cheer.. It was so fun.. and I made a lots of great frens there... So early in the Friday morning, 6.30am... I reached school~~ haha.. blue cheer lead this year seems so much better... their clothes are so much better compared with ours >< '09 blue babies


But too bad la.. I dun have chance to know them .. but yea~ I am organizing a gathering for both old and new old babies ... “新旧蓝宝大团圆＂ at kukup...Hopefully it will be successful :)

Here the video of their performance.. ^^

blue cheer '09

oh...seeing them performing on the grass field... I reminisced a lot... T_T Every single piece of those secondary memories was really memorable and meaningful...It's so good to be young !!

And Congratulations!!! They got the best Cheer leading team 2009 !!!! wow.. I'm so touched... Blue team had been the winner since 2001..2003...2005.. but we lost in 2007 =( .. but nvm la.. the most important is the experience right? I guess everyone did enjoy when participating in it~


Besides that, I went to Red-Box with young L.S friends on Friday evening.. The main reason is to meet my dear friend Abby Huan and have the buffet there as I was really hungry. On Saturday evening, I had a nice chat session with my old L.S friends at a cool-designed cafe near Pelangi.


Monday, had steamboat with L.S close friend and had birthday celebration for Yong En (Abby's current girlfriend). Spontaneously, Hui Juan and I decided to go SG shopping......$ , $

Today, surprisingly met Siying baby and her frens at custom... Miss her ~ Hui Juan said Si Ying is so pretty which I really agree with the statement~~

-3pm-
Finally reached Bugis after a long walk... Especially the marvelous but not user-friendly custom... Seriously what's the point making it so troublesome...I cant even remember how many U-turn there... So huge for what... it's so inconvenient for a 50-year-old ++ Lao ah pek or Lao ah mak.. Some more my Ah gong's leg not good.. can totally imagine how tired he was during his visit to our place last time..

bought 2 cheap shirts... really cheap cheap one for SGD 18 each and 30 for both...lols... not some branded shirts lar but at least wont look like Lalazai...


Yeahh...finished blogging... a boring post ... :) but my holiday was awesome..

The 12nd Project : Sex

Wee... finally i am in JB again :)
however, the life here is kinda boring... Everyday is the same.. facing my Vaio baby...
Love the typing maniac game (becoz can compete with Ivan Chin) :) and all the other addictive facebook game...



I wish to go singapore to shopping ARrrrrrrrr... I wanna buy those nice checkered shirt and short pant.. which commended by Ivan Chin Kah Mun as gay gay shirts.... But .. watever...haha~ as long as Aaron Lin Ming Jin likey likey and Magan jie jie them likey likey can already :) Who cares...

By the way, Transformer 2 : Revenge of the fallen... was AWESOME!!! and MEGAN JIE JIE inside really really effing hot dao bao! hahaha~ Seductive eyes and lip... omg... And i love the monster girl lor... haha ... very sexy neh~ just approach you and sit on ur thigh!~ Goshhhh~ siapa boleh tahan yar... AND HER MONSTER TONGUE !!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOT~ seeexyyyy.... ( who know her name tell me ya !! I am so lazy to search )

It was my first time watched movie with Ivan.. but ya... still the same la..he always spoilt my mood... always quarrel.... mood swing dao bao~! but Thanks again.. the dinner was great too... Manhattan fish market is damn nice :) did i spell wrongly? * don't misunderstand ar..Ivan didn belanja me..I thank him becoz he fetched me there mah~..

When we were having dinner...a waiter/waitress came.. after he/she took the order .. he/she left... After that, I asked Ivan whether he/she is boy/girl?? then Ivan said.. :" I don't understand why you always discriminate them(those sissy and transexual) de wor?" I replied :" No leh, i do not discriminate them or what..I'm just curious about their gender la...!"

Hmm... I figured out and had a conclusion after I reached home... For me.. I respect people who accept their sexuality... but now i still cannot really accept people who don't accept their gender... Since it's arranged by God, why must you alter it? Both sexuality and gender are not something that you can choose watever you want...If you are gay then gay lar...lesbian then lesbian lar... why must you do something to change it.. (Statement above exclude those innate one...sorry if I've offended anyone)

Anyway, as long as they believe in love... They do worth respect... But if you want people to respect you, shouldn't you yourself act in the way that worth others' respect? I mean some people just purposely want to irritate and disgust people... Why are you so twisted wor? Explaination plss~~~



Foon Yew Sports day is coming... Blue team GO GO GO!! Prove urself k~!!!!! :) win the championship back!!!! ( that Ivan damn annoying keep thinking that cheerleading is fxxking gay) The culture here is different from your secondary school OKAYYYYYYYY!!??

Just now in Msn Cheng Soon said he and Des gonna contact with H1N1, since des' US friend has fever... XD!!~ Goodluck darlings... I really will try my best to get an air-con coffin if the worst happen~ Touch wood!!!~ ... Sweetdo...I just imagine how CS and Des quarantine together.. == They will turn the place into Cyber cafe !!!!! -.-

Spotted: Cheng Soon and Desmond were suspected with H1N1
I know you love me, XOXO.. Gossip boy~~

Lame ending...!@#$%...internet here sucks...

I gonna read some books too....


*Poor Little A is still waiting the one to approve him on the Msn...

The 11st Project : A stained shirt

I have a stained shirt.. a stain that can never be washed off from the shirt...

It's a really nice shirt, i still remember the feeling i wore it last time.. It really made me feel good..

Too bad, it's stained.. The moment I take it out from the closet... I always put it back... and choose another shirt instead...

I have no guts to wear it.. people judge the stain... they said: "Eww... The stain is so obvious.. ! It's so dirty... please lar...jus burn it or throw it away can?"

Moreover, the shirt does not match with any other garments... when i put it on... no single pant can match it.. and the shirt makes the shoes look ugly.. even myself...

Sooner i dislike the shirt... I dislike it becoz there's once i liked it so much...Now, i would never want to wear it again... But I think deep in my heart... I really really like it... I just don't have the courage... to dump the whole closet... just for a stained shirt.. which doesn secure me...


I want to do shopping.. to find a new shirt... that interests me... And make me fall in love with it... and it must be stainless... and as cool as people like it...

The Tenth Project : Move on

Aaron is a silly fella...

I'm actually missing those who i never really have chances to talk with... to hang out with...

I m silly... They're leaving... have their own path to go ... to live...

But i will remember, who ever smiled to me... said hi... even nodded head only when he or she passed by my side.. who ever helped me... came into my life... created those moments I loved... even jus 1 minute..

Thank you for coming into my life... thank you for becoming my frens.. You guys are awesome...
Goodluck... and FAREWELL~~~~

When there's chances, we will still meet in someway in the world... :)





Maybe me n U, are just too different in life... But whatever, thank you for brightened up my days~

Move on...

The Ninth Project : Dear Housemate/(s)?

Finally we found our new housemate - Desmond's 青梅竹马 - Yee Ping... :)

Hi, dear Yee PING~...welcome to prosperous house... :)
We will definitely love u alot... and get along well... and we will be Best Friend Forever :):):)~~~*staring desmond :*) cunning smile


Yee Ping seems so busy... Medical student really really geng... and SIAO~... gt damn a lot of things to do... they do not have study week.... and their timetable...omgosh...~ haha.. If you guys say study psychology will become psycho... Then study med ... become wat.... ?

Obviously, Des is the freeloader now...sleeping in the living room... XD~ seems very cham hor? but free de leh...he should complain hor..haha... Des's singing is kinda annoying... and his voice always interupts my conversation with frens.. but these imperfections of him..gonna make us miss alot..

Haiz... these few days not productive at all.... doin all time wasting stuff... I cant remain like tis... I nid motivation man...~ I nid affection =(

I don't really understand why those ppl can be so competitive and agressive when come to assignments' marks or results.. hmm... maybe it's their way to improve themselves.. I duno.. But someone who dun know me at all keep thinking that i m being judgemental...

Watever la... I cant expect to change anyone... and expect everyone to und me...


I'm disappointed... disappointed that I'm immature and selfish in your heart...
You always think that I do everything that mean myself well only... But ya... I do not care anymore~
I should over you... over you over you times infinity...
I hate people being too practical that want every effort they made have something in return...
The serious part is even when i said i want to meet them.. they asked me... what can i give.. WTF
While you never treated someone sincerely, you shouldn expect they treat you sincerely..

I dun like saying those words...when this lines come up from my hands or my mouth.. i feel tat.. I lost a fren... It hurts a lot..


I think I have damn high need for affection recently la...My dream all abt love love ... XD~ but ya... it's just dream... that's why I'm always late for uni lor...even it was the last study week liao... =S ( lols... i said like some major excuses -.- )
Aiya I just wan to complete my dream ma... but when i woke up... ALWAYS saw SIYING FACE~ hahahahaha.... (ps: she was not sleeping with me..dun misunderstand.. she just woke me up for school..haha )

Before exam... Many ppl were being so paranoid... I feel stressed also... I hate exams.. and assignments.. I enjoyed study life... as i think i m quite fortunate..no nid to worry abt money...can make frens.. can experience a lot of things...and keep learning frm mistake... and grow up ...


anyway...My bak chang.. doesn taste well anymore...ohh crap...I should have finished it earlier...


bye bye~
...continue 'sinking' into my own fantasies.. You don't know me...AT ALL

The Eighth project : Lonely boys

Just came back from Inti at Nilai..Met huaikang and had fun with zhiyi.. Thanks a lot to zhiyi and her boyfriend .. I love Fifi the cutie..and i know she love me... I will hug you nex time when u stop peeing everytime i touched you can :) and i spotted you came to my room when i was sleeping lor..haha... You're so cute :)

Haha... about 6.40pm Magan, Siying, Chengsoon and Desmond spontaneously decided to go Genting Highlands...Haha~ In about 40 minutes, they departed...

Too bad I still have my psychology essay and interlearn+Brain test..TOtal Marks = 37.5% due on Wednesday and Friday~ I can't go with them >< Chengsoon sorry ar. haha.. I know u wish more ppl can go rite ? =) And I know I am so important that all of u will NOT Be ABLE to ENJOY TAT MUCH without ME around!!Haha~

So, tonite just me and Terence... Staying in casa...Haha, had a SUCKS dinner at mamak downstairs and ya...We'd been doin our own works for the night...

Well, actually I fell asleep at 11pm ++ thn woke up at 1am++ ... Keep doing my interlearn...answering those sensitive questionnaire till 3am ...

Everything that i did tonite just like wat i did in JB last time, staying at home and hiding upstair, never came down and just facing my laptop....

When the time reached 3am, u called... and we chatted about 20 minutes, u slept and i went back to my assignments or dramas...

Tonite, same thing happened again although there's Terence here...Haha, but we seemed didn't interact a lot =S

It was a lonely night, but yea...I've my own things to do...so...I did not have time to emo...

There's one thing that I am very curious about.. Does Terence feel lonely? For me, I always think that he's a extremely insensitive guy to feel emo or nostalgia. haha~

Do you guys always reminisce about those happy memories in your past? I do, especially during such a peaceful night... I really really miss you ...


To the one:
One more time I wanna tell you, I will continue believing in you... I know u can be a better person, you are given chances to change..
I know you need someone to trust you, here and now i m telling you...I never doubted you before...

The Seventh Project: I do believe it now

I m so touched..
I do believe the day will arrive....

I should keep reminding myself of my purpose of studying psychology...
I do need to help myself before I can help anyone else...
I m waiting...
And I will keep on waiting...

For the day ... When we trust thy love... =)

The Sixth Project: : Let it go...

I m trying...

I've decided to face it...
I can do it...Aaron, please let it go...


Let the past be the past...
That's the only way u can live better....


I felt so relieved...
Although i hate it, i still have to live with it...

Life goes on~

I must love myself...before everyone does...


ps: I'm happy with my improvement... =)

The Fifth Project: : A little about affection

Today is a good day...I've received my assignments back... i scored Distinction for all three assignments. Well, i should be contented... Firstly, without Desmond's help, I dun think i can do that well in Business Law... I want my 0.5 mark pleasseee... I can only blame myself for forgetting to write my word count down...

To be frankly, I felt quite disappointed with my management assignment... I was hoping for a HD, I thought i did quite well...But yeah...><
Only got Distinction...Desmond was right...Assignment 2 and Final exam are much more important!!!
Orh... He's transferring to Australia nex sem..T_T...We gonna miss him..Em.. I should say we gonna miss his help.... HAHAHA

Well....Assignments ARE COMING AGAIN~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!
I must do better this time... Ha ha, the psychology interlearn tis time is cute... we have to do an experiment about learning behaviour through a program.. In the program, there's a rat placed in a puzzle box..and try to train the rat's behaviour by giving it food as reinforcement... It was actually boring at the beginning until Rave taught me how to do it... He suggested me that I should just make my own assumption and do some readings to complete the interlearn.. Haha... According to him, it will take hours to train that stupid rat....So... Ya...I think should give up playing with 'Sniffy the idiot rat' ~ Again, thanks RAVE sooo much for his great help too.... U r my best roommate ever~!!!! (Terence, please skip this part if u are viewing my blog.. XD)

And Rave's Chinchillas are soooo cute... For people who dunno about this pet, go google it~! U gonna agree with me~



Well, I think I have no one in my heart currently.. You were right, I should search for my love slowly...What's the point to rush myself falling in love...

I have to say sorry to you, I dun really mean to scare u..haha~ Just be friend for now la k? :)
I've promised to work harder with you =P Erm...Thank you for being my motivation...

Contradictingly, I seriously need affection in my life.... There are two people...so happy together... Just like a fairy tale... I'm really envy jealous....I... also want same thing happen on me..can I?




Okay..I wanna go to rest now... I'm so worn out... goodbye everyone...wish you all find ur happiness soon... :)

The Forth Project : The Lost Handphone

First, to tell that I've won Magan in our nerd fight :)
Hahaha, thinking what punishment is the 'best' for her...So, anyone has any great idea please tell me..

Oh...I lost my phone three days ago, when i was going to school with my nerd clothes and short pant... I actually dropped my phone on the cab..

When I realized that I'd lost my phone, it was too late... However, i never felt too sad as my phone sucks...N maybe i could finally make up my mind to buy a new one...

Surprisingly...Terence, Magan and I met up and prepared to go to Sunway Pyramid to shopping, Magan told me that the taxi driver called and wanted to return my phone to me....haiz..Although siying had been waiting downstair for so long, the driver never appeared.... I was so frustrated that he gave me hope and made me disappoint...And the second thing that frustrated me is that, Magan spotted a very very nice and special shirt in SEED, that i really really wanted to buy it...But, JI DAN~~~NO "S" size!!!! I damn bu shuang, nex time if i open a fashion boutique, I will sell all clothes in "S" size~~~

The next day afternoon, the taxi driver called again,this time is me who answered the phone... I just heard an Indian voice, "Hey, ur handphone batteryyyyy low, ur handphone batterrryyyy low...I come at...." followed by "Du... DU...Du... DU....~!!" aww...My handphone seriously no battery jor......I lost my hope...I thought that i would never never got my phone back anymore...


The next day was a beautiful, nice and perfect day.... I went Sunway Pyramid with Raymond...I went back to Seed and I asked the sale assistant to check whether i can buy the same shirt in other outlets...A salegirl eventually willing to sell me a reserved clothes...I was really happy~~
When I back to home at night, my previous accounting partner, JAMES msn me out of sudden, he said he received a call from an Indian guy this afternoon, and he told him that he left my phone at the guard house...I was so surprised and quickly ran downstairs and asked it from those guards... But the stupid Fxxking Tattoo guard refused to check for me...He said there's nothing there...I gave up and headed back to my unit...full with disappointment... =(

The next afternoon, after I woke up and gussied up, I went to the management office and told them the issue... Miraculously, i had my phone back...~!!! I was counted as a really really lucky guy that I was able to get my phone back after I lost it three days ago...Muack...dear handphone baby, although u looks old-fashioned and suck! I love u...~好人有好报。。。hahahaha~~

No matter who you were, who you are... I just believe in who you will be... :)

Monash Music Festival rockssss.....~~~ Thanks MBFC..~ Love MBFC :) and Thanks Raymond for coming and accompanied me for whole day...

It's 4am in the midnight, I m going to sleep...DO NOT MISS ME TOO MUCH~~~XOXO MUACKSZ~

The Third Project : NERD's fight

Wow..is 3.26am in the morning.. Due to the short nap just now,i am now still feeling so energetic ...

Tomorrow me n magan will have a nerd nerd competition, we will be wearing super nerd clothes with nerd glasses when we are in school.. We will be asking ppl around to judge whether me or she has a higher "nerdness". The winner has the power to order the loser doing something stupid or embarrasing. HAHA~~~ I must win, although my competitor-MAGAN CHOW is a super NERD~

Here to mention about a ULTIMATE LOSER - TAN SI YING~!!! Who said that she wanted to join the competition earlier but backed off when she knew there is a punishment for loser. U SUCK GALZ!!! Hahahaha~~~


Recently, I am watching a Taiwanese drama, called "爱就宅一起". There's a character in the show called "jia sen", a guy who is 20 something but has only the mental age of 10, had an mental illness since young that he will never mentally grow up in the future. In the drama, he fall for the nerd nerd female character called "Mo Mo". When he is confessing his love to MoMo, i actually cried.. It was a touching scene, and that made me have a deep thought about it...

"What if the one I love had an accident, ended up having a mental age of 10 and could never grow up again... Will I still love the person? Or i would choose other people just because of afraiding my love will only be repaid by more liabilities?"

I still cannot figure out the answer, but it's a really sad matter to think about it... So guys, what do you think?


Anyway, I m so excited now...We will go to Sunway Pyramid to buy my stuff after classes. I intend to buy a short pant and a shirt at SEED, which i tried them on long time ago, like it so much but didn have enought $$$ to buy =) and the hydra Deto2x Instant anti-dullness cleanser at Biotherm Homme. Woooooot...Exciting....


Since that day, i've been missing you a lot... When can i meet u again? Heaven knows... I really really want to be with you :) Cherish and take care yourself .. I'll wait for you to love me...

Okay, Enough of emo time...~~~ goodnitesss... NERD PROJECT ACTIVATED!!!

The Second Project : The King of Failure

Yesterday I was really happy.. Finally u agreed to meet me up.. To be frankly, I had a good time, but I m not sure whether u felt the same way as me. I was not a really interesting person, but how i wish i am.. Just like few years ago, I was considered as an interesting guy to hang out with although I was damn emotional sometimes ..

If u ask me to give myself a score today, i would probably give myself only 30%... I m so failed... These few days i felt so low... just like people around me are so much better than me in every aspect in life. Well, i think i just have to admit that i m really sucks..~ I dun wan to be so pessimistic but i just really dunno what can i do...

I wan to improve my english speaking...What methods is the best for me? Seriously i do not know~~ I wish i could have an intensive training program for me to speak English fluently... In secondary, i never felt my English so insufficient like now... I am sure that this is the worst drawback studying in Chinese Independent School..

During psychology class, everyone can speak out their ideas freely... I wish I could have more courage... and stronger language base... That's remind me of my ex-roommate 'Rave', he is a new-zealand Hong Kist, who is so good in english, and i like his accent so much... Moreover, i heard from so many ppl that they impressed so much by his accent and cuteness. Maybe there are still some people that dun really like him that much, but ... I am soo jealous about him...Haiz, somemore many ppl do admire him so much...

How I wish i were him..

Just like today consumer behaviour discussion, 'I' was being so bossy again that made me really cannot stand this time.. Is like he just simply read out the lecture slide, and asked us to give ideas. Who dunno how to find the relevant slide? every reasonable person DOES!!! He always ask ppl to do things and to contribute more. Does it sound so ironic that u busy with the iPod while we are thinking of the answer? If u really want to be the one who conduct can u actually point out some example or elaborate what u really wan us to do or think? Okay i admit you really did contribute a lot in tutorial activities, but can u dun always be so contradicting that u tell us to focus but u urself playing with iPod 5 seconds later?

If i were Rave, i probably will just be the one who conduct everything... I know I can do it ... But i couldn create the vibe or the "aura" that showed people that i actually can do it n let ppl depend on me...


The only good thing that happened today is I've settled the bill already. I miss Casa Subang...I hope the electricity supply at my place is connected back already. Again, truly sorry to my housemates... I knew u all must be thinking that I'm so irresponsible...I really felt bad and guilty.. RM20 is a lot to some of you i know... But RM100 is a lot to me too... I tried my best to amend my mistake, so can u all try to stand in my position and think too?

You were right again, even if all of my housemates and I are really close friend, but certain rules and regulations that must be made clearly to everyone too. This incident was the best lesson i have learnt tis week. I know i cant escape from my responsibilities... so i just have to face it..

Resolution added: I want to have a perfect English oral skill...

It's 6pm in the evening... have been feeling so sleepy for whole morning ... gonna take a nap now.. bye~ Oh ya...Thanks, Andrew~ You know what i m referring to.. my best brother in monash ever =)

The First Project : Resolutions

I m No longer myself...
I want to eliminate the underlying [little A] characteristic within my soul..

The project of King A... which is also my resolutions for this year... I want to achieve..Nooo..I've to achieve them~!!

This sounds ridiculous, n a bit like the "Gossip Girl" ... like the Bitch Blair's project...XD (Although I'm a guy who do not own DOROTA...I owned a thousand-year-old ex-gf "aetiav" instead)

Everyone hope that he or she can achieve the resolutions set in every new start of a year, but somehow they always find damn many excuses(laziness, inconsistency, etc...) without making any effort At last, they actually never fulfill any of those so-called noble dreams...

For education .. I just wished for 'above average results' in Monash...I hope for a Distinction in every subject from now =).. no fails~~~~~~~~

For career .. I've wanted to close my first customer, but i do not really have enough sale knowledge.. I will keep on GAMBATEH...>_< I do not want to disappoint my mum..
AXA, LETS BE BIG!!!!

For love .. I really really dun wan to feel empty.. I need someone to love, n to love me.. I dun wan to make same mistakes like being contradicting myself. If i really like you, i will go for you. I will never allow any random guy stop or be my blockage to love anyone.

Ironically, I m such an idiot that i ruined my 4th resolution my own, which is to become a more capable person.... I've lost my confidence and faith. My stupidity had caused the electricity in my apartment unit cut off and involved my dear housemates.

Poor Me, Siying and Magan are currently sleeping overnight at Ivan's place, the legendary "暴蚊别墅"..feeding those horny mosquitoes, kissing us from toes to head...my GOD~~And my own negligence made ivan's place my first spot to type my virgin post in the blogspot.com. Luckily his roommate is cute and lengzai enough to console siying n magan feeling XD~

Desmond is sleeping overnight at his potential gf auntie place. Well, i dun wish to admit but ya...the girl seems really had a crush for Dessy.

Terence continues staying in uncle place till Monday..

Sorry and thank everyone for bearing the responsibilities with me. I wont make same thing happen again.. And...Do remind me always XD



Will you be meeting me tomorrow night? You've made me wonder again and again... But isn't love like that?As you told me, we don't always get an equal returns no matter how much effort we've put in. But that made love wonderful right? And in the journey of seeking love, we might be getting hurt by someone, changing the one we fall for, losing something that we ever thought is important.... However, as time flies, we will soon notice that those little imperfectness build up the perfection in our life. "



zzzz..... I wanna sleep already...hoping mosquitoes will let us go tonight...XD, someone is snoring..cute :) will continue my project nex post.. goodnite~~~~~~~~~~